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the last time i updated was a life time ago.
in my last update i had my first official job, hated it by the end of three months and apparently the hate was mutual.
i had another job almost 3 months after but i couldn't stomach it for more than a year.
in that time my depression sky rocketed and i felt like i was literally breaking apart mentally and physically.
i'm unemployed since late May2018 and tbh i don't feel like working.
i'm mostly emotionally and physically exhausted.
i'm experiencing panic attacks less now but they're still there.
working on my mental health is top priority now.


Started my first job 3 weeks ago.
Everyone is nice and supportive,I'm trying to be friendly and active considering no one gave me specific duties and instructions yet and in addition my people anxiety , but till now thank god all is good.
I think i will take more time to get used to everything maybe a few weeks more.

Jan. 29th, 2012

You're on my Friends List. I want to know 35 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine.  Copy from here and then answer in a comment. Then re-post the empty questions on your LJ.

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?

02) What was your dream growing up?

03) What talent do you wish you had?

04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?

05) Favorite vegetable?

06) What was the last book you read?

07) What zodiac sign are you?

08) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.

09) Worst habit?

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?

11) What is your favorite sport?

12) Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.

16) Do you have any pets?

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?

18) What was your first impression of me?

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

22) What eye colour do you have?

23) Ever been arrested?

24) Bottle or can soda?

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

26) What's your favorite place to hang out?

27) Do you believe in ghosts?

28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

29) Do you swear a lot?

30) Biggest pet peeve?

31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?

32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?

33) Favorite and least favorite food?

34) Do you believe in God/Higher Power?

35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

Writer's Block: ONTD Games Giveaway

dante in devil may cry especially  dante in DMC3 he's awesome

The fiasco continues

Originally posted by electricdruidat The fiasco continues

ACTA in a Nutshell –

What is ACTA?  ACTA is the Anti-Counterfeiting Trade Agreement. A new intellectual property enforcement treaty being negotiated by the United States, the European Community, Switzerland, and Japan, with Australia, the Republic of Korea, New Zealand, Mexico, Jordan, Morocco, Singapore, the United Arab Emirates, and Canada recently announcing that they will join in as well.

Why should you care about ACTA? Initial reports indicate that the treaty will have a very broad scope and will involve new tools targeting “Internet distribution and information technology.”

What is the goal of ACTA? Reportedly the goal is to create new legal standards of intellectual property enforcement, as well as increased international cooperation, an example of which would be an increase in information sharing between signatory countries’ law enforcement agencies.

Essential ACTA Resources

  • Read more about ACTA here: ACTA Fact Sheet
  • Read the authentic version of the ACTA text as of 15 April 2011, as finalized by participating countries here: ACTA Finalized Text
  • Follow the history of the treaty’s formation here: ACTA history
  • Read letters from U.S. Senator Ron Wyden wherein he challenges the constitutionality of ACTA: Letter 1 | Letter 2 | Read the Administration’s Response to Wyden’s First Letter here: Response
  • Watch a short informative video on ACTA: ACTA Video
  • Watch a lulzy video on ACTA: Lulzy Video

Say NO to ACTA. It is essential to spread awareness and get the word out on ACTA.

Via Tumblr

Writer's Block: On repeat

Which song gives you goosebumps? Good or bad-- tell us why.

Muse - hoodoo  :)
 يوميات رجل مهزوم

كلمات : نزار قباني

لم يحدث أبداً ان احببت بهذا العمق

اني سافرت مع امراة لبلاد الشوق

وضربت شواطئ عينيها كالرعد الغاضب أو كالبرق

فأنا في الماضي لم أعشق بل كنت امثل دور العشق

لم يحدث ابداً ان اوصلني حب امراة حتى الشنق

لم يحدث ابداً سيدتي ان ذقت النار وذقت الحرق

لم أعرف قبلك واحدة غلبتني .. أخذت اسلحتي

هزمتني داخل مملكتي نزعت عن وجهي أقنعتي

...لم يحدث أبداً سيدتي

سيحبك ألالف غيري وستستلمين بريد الشوق

لكنك لن تجدي بعدي رجلا يهواك بهذا الصدق

...لن تجدي أبداً لا في الشرق ولا في الغرب 

Writer's Block: Practically amazing

If you could have a power that helps you with day-to-day living, like the ability to always get a seat on the bus, what would choose, and why?

the power of Persuasion : )

help save the children in syria



Hamzah Ali Alkhateeb, a boy of only 13 years, went with his family from Aljeezah in the march to break the siege in Deraa, he was among the unlucky hundreds detained during the massacre of Seda in front of the army barrier.


Hamzah's dead body was later handed over to his family with clear traces of torture, bruises all over his body, bullets have penetrated his corp, and even more... his gentile was cut and then he was killed.

Hamzah is only one of the thousands of victims of the murderous regime of Alassad.

The story of Hamza is unfortunately one of many. There are many men, women, children, elderly who have yet to be returned to their families. One cannot fathom the amount of torture inflicted upon these unarmed civilians by the hateful and barbaric Syrian regime.

please help in this noble cause be part of the change